Wednesday, January 21, 2015

The innocent crush

The summer holidays were finally over and it was time to go back to the school. Most of us would usually feel sad, but i always loved it in school. Friends, games, fun and i also get to see those three.
Now all these are just crushes and nothing more. i just enjoyed talking to them, they touching me in a non sexual way, but those did have a huge effect on me. sadly i never got a chance ( i did not dare to approach them) to have a sexual experience with them. But they will always be my first crush.
I posted a pic after each story to show you how they kind of look like.

every student has a crush on their teachers, naturally i too had, not just one but 3. My English teacher (kind of looks like Pavan kalyan ) i think that was another reason to fall for him , i am a huge pavan kalyan fan. He was my class teacher, so naturally he has more time to spend with us. He always used to sit in the back bench with the students while teaching ( i sit in the back bench of one of the three rows). I used to be very happy when he sits in our bench next to me and get upset when he choose to sit in other rows. Whenever he sits beside me, he always had one hand over my shoulder and lean over me. Those were awesome moments for me, may not be for him. But he was an awesome teacher too.

Every school has a PE Teacher, and everyone falls for him. I fell for him. He was the macho man for me at that time. Being a PE, he has a huge advantage over us. But he was always interested in girls, though he was decent guy, we can see his partiality and wish i could be one of them just for him.


 My least favorite subject was Physics, but i never missed a class because of him. Basically from Bombay, this guy was extremely hot for me at that time. Just a normal crush and nothing else, but wish i had dared to approach and see what would have happened.


But all the things turned out different when i started to go for a jog and volleyball practice at the stadium. Being a teen , i was bit fat with it concentrated in all the places that make me look like a girl ;). I started going for sports practice early in the morning during and regular jog in the Evening.
That jog has changed my life like completely different. Never i had thought i would experience sex in that town, but damn i did and did it in a very very hot way. Thanks to the Medical college in our town and as you know everybody loves doctors, that too young hot doctors. And who better to teach a young boy about sex than a bunch of doctors (4 to be precise).

Love you guys...

From My Heart

Being gay was never a choice that you make and decide, oh you know what ? from today on..i am going to like boys. It has always been a part of me. Right from my childhood i always wished i was a girl. Being from a very small town in India does not really help you to explore your sexuality much. so most of the life you always be in the so called closet, just waiting for a chance to be free to your will.

Ironically, as a child no one would care when you put on a girls dress, instead they say things like so sweet, 'you are looking more cute as girl', and so on. I grew up in such a town, and naturally i was in deep inside the closet (very deep). If you guys know about Telugu film industry, my first crush was Nagarjuna.


Over the years many things have changed, in fact a lot has changed, so much so that now my crush is still him and his too handsome sons [ i know right....].


I was a very good student at school, everyone loved me. Especially my English teacher. He was very nice to me, a tad too much nice. This was way back in my 9th class, i really really wanted to people i like to like me back in the same way. My journey (both sex and a little life and more friendship) started there. Many encounters of formal talking, a bit love making, and many other sexual encounters.

I finally have decided to share all my experiences from childhood to still what's going on in USA.
Hope you will find these series of experiences as exiting as i felt and feeling now. I will be back with my experiences,  and i will try to definitely add a little extra spice to pump it up.

Love you guys...